I Used Muscle Building Steroids To Get Back Into Good Shape Like When I Was Young
"All my life I was playing baseball, basketball, or high school football. I had a good foundation I was also always lean. When high school ended I wasnt nearly as active as I had been my whole life, I was into different things like going out and drinking and meeting girls, this was a chapter in my life that would continue for the next 7-8 years.
I loved to drink and smoke and never cared much about what I was eating. At the end of this fun yet destructive phase of my life I took a good look in the mirror: I was bloated and didn't have much muscle I looked like s--t. But I still had that lean athletic guy inside somewhere.
So, I changed my ways big time never drinking, no smoking and eating right (ketogenic cycling) also lifting weights seriously. I never would think 'oh god I have to go to the gym' it is second nature to me, I love it, its just the kid in me : active. So after about 4 years of hard work I looked great and felt great and have a really cool girlfriend. I also start doing research on anabolic steroids, reading and reading about these compounds for about 2 years. You see I just couldnt get back into real good shape like when I was young and I regreted that becuase I did it to myself with all the years of neglect.
I looked at steroids as something if used with respect will make you gain some nice muscle. So I found some HRT clinic and got a blood test, my T levels were low, doctor told me it could be from the years of drinking. So I got 200mg of nandrolone decanate for 10 weeks, injecting the stuff was easy but I remember the 1st one being really nervous. I approached this drug not thinking 'im gonna be a bodybuilder' it was very much about just putting some wieght on in the form of muscle and being that im an ectomorph :a little is a lot, and also to stay lean, and with eating the way I do (ketogenic cycling) it was easy and eating this way will combat your natural T shut down somewhat.
During the cycle I felt focused and relaxed and started a new job and also went through some personal issues that would usually make me angry during this whole period, but I was very cool about everything, roid rage? I felt fine.
When I was in the gym it was a different story, I was very intense and stronger than usual. By the 7th week I looked great. The dosage I was taking was low so I knew that people wouldnt say 'are you on steroids?' but I could see the difference and I was content with it, I did this very much for myself just to get back something I lost from neglecting my condition for a few years.
I read studies of HIV and wasting syndromes and realized that these compounds are safe and effective , I also dont have HIV or any kind of wasting syndrome but I also did waste away muscle from drinking and living like an a-- for years so I figured I was sort of in need of these drugs.
My cycle ended 1 month ago i took HCG for post cycle and kept what I gained I went from 174 to 201 , my legs and butt grew my arms and shoulders and back grew, I looked very much like I did when I was 18 , my experiment was a success. I have no desire to do these drugs again, I did it once and I did it right, took all my vitamins and ate real smart and rested and enjoyed myself. I guess im not like most people who continue to want to get bigger and bigger, i did this for other reasons and it worked. Now I just continue to work out rest and eat right which is as natural as breathing to me.
I experienced no hair loss or acne or rage or confusion I was focused and relaxed and the end of the cycle I was a little shutdown and I felt spaced out from my natural T being low from 10 weeks of deca, but I took HCG and that got the balls working again and got that spaced out feeling gone, after the HCG my T levels dropped again which was unerving but i have since recovered and feel fine, the landing was a little bumpy but I must say again : the experiment was a success!"