I Am A Women Who Used Steroids And Lost A Precious Gift.

"I am a 21 year old female and have been 'lifting weights' in the gym since I was 13 years old I have always enjoyed working out with weights and just living a healthy lifestyle. Two years ago I started dating a bodybuilder who shared my passion for the gym and saw great potential in my genetics to compete in bodybuilding. He introduced me to hard training, healthy eating and STEROIDS.

Having never used any street drugs, little alcohol, and never smoking I refused to have anything to do with steroids (not to mention I don't like needles). After much research and friendly persuasion from my boyfriend, I decided to 'try' a cycle of Winstrol V and Primabolin. These steroids, according to him and others, were mild steroids popular among female bodybuilders. I was hesitant but convinced that these 'mild' steroids weren't enough to harm me in anyway, and could only help.

During and after 2 cycles of these drugs I experienced mood changes, dramatic fat loss, increased lean body mass, and indescribable pumps in the gym. I didn't notice any negative side effects until....You see I forgot to tell you that I was singer. My father sings, my mother sings, my sister has an annual concert and my brother has a CD. Music is my life. Correction- WAS my life. A few months after I finished the steroids I noticed my voice started cracking during conversation. The sound of my voice was inconsistent and unpredictable. I had to decline and invitation to sing at a friends wedding, and I lost a singing contest because I couldn't reach any of the notes in the songs I usually competed with. I thought it was allergies (I suffer with those as well) but it wasn't.

It has been a year and a half and my voice is deeper than it it used to be. People who just meet me can't notice that there is anything wrong (I do not have a man's voice by any means) But my friends and family have noticed.Whats more they've noticed that I don't sing. I don't sing at family functions (a weekly event) and I politely decline all invitations to Karaoke. I have been to throat doctors and voice centers and unfortunately I have a very unique case. After much research one f the voice specialists whom I have seen has come across one other instance of a female bodybuilder/singer who can no longer sing. The verdict: Irreversable damage. The deepening of my voice is permanent and in order to sing again I have to get voice lessons to retrain my voice to sing in an entirely different range than before.

I'm still in the gym and competing drug free in bodybuilding. But unfortunately I have lost something that I never fully understood was so important to me. The passion I had for singing and the deep rooted love for music all a part of my family history and pride will never be the same. I have made more improvement on my body in the past year woth proper nutrition training and supplements, but the one decision I made two years ago haunts me every day of my life; when I talk, when I hear an old favorite song on the radio, when I listen to the melodic sound of my family singing, smiling, and longing for me to fill in a harmony heard only in my memories."

 
 
 
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